Comfort

I've always derived much meaning and comfort in my life through music. There were two songs in particular that stood out during this time. One I've already quoted on another post of this blog, but I'll list the lyrics anyway, and you can listen at the same time.

I can only imagine
What it will be like,
when I walk
By Your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face is before me
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
Surrounded by Your Glory
What will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus?
Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence,
Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Hallelujah?
Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
When that day comes
When I find myself,
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine,
When all I will do,
is forever--
Forever worship You
I can only imagine
I can only imagine
Surrounded by Your Glory
What will my heart feel?
Will I dance for you, Jesus?
Or in awe of You, be still?
Will I stand in Your presence,
Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Hallelujah?
Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine
I can only imagine

The other one was given to me by an old friend. I've known Karen since I was a young teen. I taught her children music and worked alongside her at many a Vacation Bible School. Her kids are now pretty much grown now, but I still see her once in a while. She sent this CD along through my mom, as they go to church together, with a note about a certain song on it that she hoped would speak to me. It did, and I'm now also a complete fan of Natalie Grant.

HELD
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Two months is too little
They let him go
They had no sudden healing
To think that providence
Would take a child from his mother
While she prays, is appalling
Who told us we’d be rescued?
What has changed and
Why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens to us
Who have died to live, it’s unfair
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This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We’d be held
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This hand is bitterness
We want to taste it and
Let the hatred numb our sorrows
The wise hand opens slowly
To lilies of the valley and tomorrow
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This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We’d be held
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If hope is born of suffering
If this is only the beginning
Can we not wait, for one hour
Watching for our Savior
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This is what it means to be held
How it feels, when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive
This is what it is to be loved and to know
That the promise was that when everything fell
We’d be held
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2 comments:

Not One Too Many said...

'Held' Spoke to me as well.
I am only finding this series of blog posts now, and I'm so glad you wrote them.
Honest. Raw. Exact.

I didn't realize our dates were so close to one anothers'. My date is May 10th 2006.

Not One Too Many said...

'Held' Spoke to me as well.
I am only finding this series of blog posts now, and I'm so glad you wrote them.
Honest. Raw. Exact.

I didn't realize our dates were so close to one anothers'. My date is May 10th 2006.